Today I did a jogging, close to the sea. It's been a very long time I do not jog, even though a few years ago (before taking care of two gardens and family fields), I used to jog almost every day.
I, like the Faerie Princess, clearly have a trauma, and I think it is visible from the way I write this blog, and speak on the videos, in the last two months. Right now, I will not elaborate about that, but one day soon, you will have the opportunity to read more about it, and it is related to the surprise I hinted at.
Anyway, it's been several years my life is negatively impacted by:
1- the unfairness of what happened with the Faerie Princess in the past, and the harsh / unfair judgements of the persons around her, and in particular of Red-Oak
2- my fear of what is happening right now here, it is as if I unconsciously expected it to happen. Again, I will not elaborate, but you will understand that better soon.
So, doing a jogging was, in this context, a nice opportunity to think of something else. And, when the gardens need watering, it takes a lot of time. Since it's been consistently raining in the last weeks, I can take more time for myself.
Today (22nd of November) is supposed to be the independence national feast, but there was no feast this year.
And, as on every day, I will renew my prayer for Peace, here and worldwide.
I am so sorry about your trauma, but traumas can be healed with the right help i think. So there is hope!
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