Walking close to the sea...
My videos and posts, most of the time lately, are repetitive. Yes.
But they are also here as a testimony I am a real person, with feelings, perfectly sane.
As you know the past months have not been easy for the reasons you know, and this of course decreased my inspiration and my creativity.
Now, I am slowly regaining my creativity. My determination has never faltered, even though I was deeply tired. But now, my determination is again coming back to the surface.
I know that it is our fate that Annelies and I will be together, and that in one way or another, Fate will offer us a path to find reunion, and find a deep and lasting happiness. This is a certainty in me.
I also know that I have been wronged. And I know that many of the problems stemmed from the childhood trauma Annelies keeps.
The closed door is there, among those who created that trauma in her. In one way or another, this door is going to open. I don't exactly know how, but I trust it will.
Today I received two new recommendations on my Linkedin profile (a new one, and an old one I had not yet accepted). https://www.linkedin.com/in/erik-zakhia/ Those recommendations come from very serious people, who are well-appreciated by society, and who have chosen a way that is better recognized than the way I've chosen for now. Those recommendations that now amount to 11 show that despite the unusual path I've chosen, I am a well-appreciated and valued person, and the objectives I seek in my life are also very valid.
I'm an idealist, and look for the best for the world. I've never been moved by economic / pragmatic arguments. I'm a dreamer, a romantic, and yet, within my dreaminess, I am also a scientist. Those traits of characters have made the entourage of Annelies misunderstand who I was, confused by the trouble she felt, and by my strange insistency.
Understanding and accepting the existence of twin soul bonds was quite complicated for them. Now, slowly, I am demonstrating to them that there are perhaps things in the world and in the universe they do not understand. The bond between Annelies and me contradicts many things we know, and we learn. And this bond allows (and gives us the justification) to do things we would not otherwise.
I would never have meddled with the affairs of another family, private affairs. But in this case, everything that regards Annelies regards also me. She is my twin soul, and she is metaphorically bleeding (in deep pain), and those who have hurt her not only refuse to see their faults, but, worse, threw all the fault at me, because they never tried to understand Annelies' needs, aspirations, dreams and deeper feelings. In front of such unfairness, I cannot remain silent.
With education, through kindness and determination, and peaceful and creative means, I will make myself, and Annelies, be heard by those who refused to hear.
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I am inviting Annelies to overcome her trauma, her phobia and her deep fear, and to place her entourage in front of the "fait accompli" of being here with me, and calling them from here. Will it go this way, or the other way around, I do not know.
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For me, it is crucial to maintain this mental and emotional pressure on the entourage of the Faerie Princess, because, at one point or another, these words that have been resonating at deep levels over the last year, will all of a sudden open a new door.
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More to come...
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