Have you watched Amélie Poulain, the French movie, dear Red-Oak? If you hadn't you should, it is an original, romantic story, with some beautiful music, that will remind you of my story with Annelies. There are many parallels between the story of Amélie, and our story, and in fact, Amélie meets a boy who is her twin soul (or something of the kind - they share a very deep connection, but kind of look for one another, till when they find at last one another at the end - and they use very strange and creative things to communicate indirectly, just like Annelies does with me).
My sister who is very gifted musically can, of course, play La Valse d'Amélie on her piano. She has a real piano in Beirut, and a smaller, electrical one in Amchit. But, as you know, for her studies (while working as a freelancer at the same time) she is in Italy.
That could interest you, Little-Flute, if you just decided to listen to your own heart, instead of living in fear of a threat that does not exist. I promise you, one day, Little-Flute that you will laugh of yourself and your own fear, and decide it was really stupid. Because among everyone, you have the less reasons to be scared, and yet, you are.
Haven't you understood yet we are gentle persons, persons of art and music and books and true feelings? My family and I. Don't we feel authentic to you? Can't you relate on some topics with my sister for example? Aren't you slightly ashamed of having closed yourself to her, and to a possible way to communicate, just out of fear that doesn't even deserve to exist? How can a sweet girl your age, with similar interests than you could ever hurt you, or represent a threat for you? It's absurd, isn't it?
Perhaps you are scared for your father, for Red-Oak. Or you are scared of his reactions. Or it's a mixture of both. And you are also upset with the Princess, with Annelies, for what she did.
But, Little-Flute nothing is sweet as pardoning, as reconciling.
Ask yourself (all of you) why is Annelies allowing and encouraging all what is happening to happen. Why is her image, her name, her face, so closely associated with mine? Why are our words so strong, and so truthful, even though unusual and unconventional? Why do these words resonate so deeply within you, Red-Oak, Green-Rose, Little-Flute? Why?
Think of that...
It rained a bit today here. I recorded a longer video for you, from the garden, an interesting one with an interesting conversation that you can watch directly here on the same google drive folder: https://drive.google.com/file/d/185v719Gq_DqpLGQqCJ7aSJ21xgdK8u4Z/view?usp=drive_link
I tell you about my day, and I show you the afternoon light in the garden.
Also, just give a look to my Bluesky profile to see how Annelies and I have embraced our bond and our connection publicly https://bsky.app/profile/erik-zakhia.bsky.social
While this blog is followed by 15 or 20 persons on a daily basis, my Bluesky account has 890+ followers and is seen by thousands of persons daily. You can see how clearly the names of Annelies Broeders and Erik Zakhia are associated, and how deep, pure and strong is this poetic, lyric, artistic, intellectual, emotional and spiritual connection.
Ask yourself, dear Red-Oak, how is this possible after what happened 6 years ago and what you did? How? The only possible explanation is that you Lied, and you understood nothing of your own daughter. And, as an Earl, breaking laws is a grave thing. And as a Father, misunderstanding in such a way your daughter is also a grave thing.
Just visit my Bluesky profile (and all our other blogs) and look at our connection with your own eyes, and try to make sense of it, of what happened, and of how badly you wronged me.
https://bsky.app/profile/erik-zakhia.bsky.social
I confirm everything. Paralyzed by fear, I walled myself in the silence of my childhood wound. The Prince has been saying the truth from the start.
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