Today I did my daily video in the garden, showing the place where I started building a new raised bed.
Today my parents have written again the Earldom, directing their words to Red-Oak. Again, the Wiseman of the Sea, speaking in the name of the entire family, offers the expression of his best feelings to Red-Oak.But, I do not expect an answer right now. Not yet.
It's a build up of emotions, of words, that will one day lead to a response. But the Princess will probably herself do a move, when she sees Red-Oak and Green-Rose are ready, when she is not scared anymore. Or perhaps it will be Little-Flute who will convince Red-Oak to do something. Or it will be Red-Oak himself. I don't know yet.
But, the absence of response that is ongoing for 1 year and six months in front of very polite messages from my family well shows the distrustful mindset of Red-Oak, a cultural trait he and the rest of his family carry. It also shows that he is powerless, and fearful of what he has done to me - fearful of the consequences it could have on him - instead of being displeased / ashamed and trying to make things alright.
This is just an observation of how things are, and I trust that we will reach a happy ending to this story, and that we will make the wall that surrounds the heart of Red-Oak fall.
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