For those who read this blog silently

For those who read this blog silently, on a daily basis:

- family of Annelies

- friends of Annelies

- friends of me who believe in this story

Dare to reveal your presence! And here I'm speaking more to the familiars and friends of Annelies. Dare to go against the instructions of silence Red-Oak gave you; dare to go against your concerns for privacy (that do not apply in such a case); dare to go against your fears and your prejudices: communication is Always positive. Always. Try it, just once!

And for my friends who did not yet write to Red-Oak and who read this blog on a daily basis, ask yourselves why you are so interested by this story that you come follow it on a daily basis? If you know me, and my family; if you feel friendship toward me; why wouldn't you write this letter of support I asked from you to write long ago?

It's not your particular letter that will change everything, yet, it will give more elements to Red-Oak in order to take the right decision (one day, hopefully soon).

This message is not addressed to my friends who live in the Netherlands and who did already what they could, in function of their possibilities and life situation. 

This message is for all those who are reading this blog, who are interested by this story, and who could offer their honest message of support and haven't yet.

I know that there are various reasons for which you haven't done it. Yet, your words could have an impact, especially for those of you who have interesting anecdotes about me to share with Red-Oak. 

Also, as I've disappeared over the last years, and got even more introverted, perhaps some of you could doubt of the loyalty of my friendship. Yet, despite my silence over the years, I never forgot my friends. My pain was deep, the feeling of shame and worthlessness I felt heavy; I just wanted for a while to be on my own. When I ask Justice from Red-Oak, when I dare to speak to this man who terrified me for many years, I slowly heal from this feeling of worthlessness I so unfairly cultivated in me, because of the sad, unfair events of September 2018 and what followed afterwards.

I have not (and won't) responded to Red-Oak in the same way, with the same means, he used. I am a fair person. I do not hurt others in an indiscriminated way. I prefer to be educative, and I believe that human nature can be bettered. I believe that people can change at a deep level, and improve. I believe in healing.

So to those friends who felt my silence was a wall; to those friends who felt that I was asking from you something without giving you anything in return. You do not know me well.

I do not forget acts of friendship and generosity, and one day I will give back, even more, much more, than you have given me. Do not forget that I am a Prince. But each thing comes in its due time. 

I first need to help Annelies, the Princess, heal. 

My next objective will be to make a very concrete change in the world. But that comes after the healing of Annelies.

And, for that future plan, I will have and provide space for each of my friends, each of the idealist human beings who didn't know how to channel their positive energy and their want to see a change.

At a small scale, I have done that in the past already. I have this capacity to motivate people and make them overcome natural barriers to all work together and make a change.

In future, hopefully, I will use that skill at a greater scale. And, on Earth, the greatest gift perhaps is to find meaning to what you do.

I am a person who can help you find meaning in what you do, or rather, design, imagine something (I will not enter into details now), an entity, that makes a deep change in a systematic way, by trying to allow each person to fulfil his / her own gift in life. Because each human being has gifts, skills so natural to them, things they do much better than others. Yet, because of the current logic of our world, people often do not use their gifts, or simply do not use their gifts in the right way. 

I believe that I often can see beyond the artificial walls people build, and help them use their gifts: I am not yet ready to do that, as I still carry a heavy burden. But, once this healing is complete, it will be one of my life missions.

Trying to design another model of society that works with nature, not against nature. And try to harness the rare gift each person has, in order to bring more usefulness and beauty into the world, and more happiness in human beings.

And happiness can heal a lot of things; happiness can do miracles even. 

So, for those who like those ideas (even if they seem slightly utopistic for now), please do not hesitate to step out from your way a little further, and to write directly to Red-Oak. Your words could help me get delivered from the burden I carry, and help another beautiful, misunderstood soul: Annelies.

Be certain that your generous act will not be forgotten, and that the Kingdom of Ylliriel will reward you in due time.